November 30,2021
I can't believe November is about to end! Oh, my god! It was very hard to spend in these two months. It was my first time to lost my friend. Very sad. As I told you before, there is no regret about my English teacher's death. Miracles happened. When I went to her house to tidy with team mates, I was looking for her piercing which she often put on. But I couldn't find everywhere. I stopped looking for. Later, I touched a small elephant on TV board. Surprisingly, that elephant wasn't an ornament, I found her piercing in it! I have one more surprising story. We moved to the funeral place with my English teacher after she died. We talked about the ceremony. Beforehand, the main helper brought her picture and an old bible. I heard the main helper and lower class's helper woman found that bible in her bed room. They told me there were some pictures and memo in it. I opened pages softly. I found two sticky notes in one page. One was written 23. The other one was folded. I opened it. I was heartbreaking. "Oh,no.... look, this sticky note was written, When I die.... please say this for me." We were very surprised to see it. Why did she do that? She didn't tell us about that bible. "The teacher wanted Ayako San to find that sticky notes, right?" Was it okay to find that page? Were you happy?
Congratulations on your perfect attendance.
皆勤賞おめてとうございます。
最期まで皆さんに感謝されていたのだと思います。
先生のお気持ちが伝わってきます。
先生の伝えたいという思いが強いのだと思いました。気づいてもらって先生はきっと安心されたと思います。